For 3 1/2 years I raised a little girl that I thought was mine. I loved her more than I loved life itself and she meant everything to me. It turns out she wasn’t mine, and that I will more than likely never see her again. I found out around Christmas that I wasn’t her father and I realized I have so much more healing to do. Going from having that amazing little princess everyday to not seeing her anymore has been the most pain I’ve ever personally felt, but everything in my life prepared me to b